Very Happy Sabbath

Today was a great day. My sister is in town for my mom’s Birthday. My mom came to church for the first time in a very long time. Just all smiles today. 

Me, brother, mom, and sister. 

 Dress thirfted

Shoes Steve Madden

Sassy loves this coat she got from her Aunty for her birthday. 

Baby 

Coat target (3 years ago, use to be Sassy’s)

Sassy

Coat Target

Sassy

Dress vintage thrift 

Shoes Clark’s 

Baby

Dress vintage thrift (use to be Sassy’s but with her long legs she only got like one wear out of it because it was too short)

Shoes BabiesRUs (I can’t believe they are closing)

Xoxo

Tay

Missing my girls

It’s is always nice to take a break alone with out the kids sometimes. I love traveling but of lately anything past two days I am like I want my girls. FaceTime don’t cut it no more. Now they old enough to say mommy where are you? (Insert sad face)

Before I left Sassy over heard that I was leaving. And she let me have it at daycare in front of the daycare provider and the parents. Her hands were up in the air and ended with “No No No Go home mama”. With that said no trips for me unless I can take my girls. So I guess that will be 2019 because I am not ready for the both of them on my own. When I am holding Baby, Sassy wants to be held. What happens with Sassy has to go to the bathroom. Nope I am not ready yet so I will just stay home. 

This month was kid birthday partie every weekend. And the invites are coming for next month already. 

Their Grandma got them their dresses

Cardigans Target 

Shoes Clark’s (they have wide feet)

This was the girls first time to Chuck E Cheese. Baby did not want no parts to do with the rat. She gets that from her mama. At my age now, I still don’t want nothing near me dressed up in a costume. It just gives me the chills. 

Sassy had a blast. 

Baby did not care for that ride. She wanted it done. It was strange to me because she like fast moments. When we hit a bump in the car she is like yay go faster mama. 

Top and bottom from Crazy 8 

Sassy’s footwear Tjmax

Socks L&M 

Baby’s footwear Target (saved them from Sassy)

Xoxo

Tay 

Mommy in PR

Vacation for a week!!! Let me stop. I am missing my girls so bad. I was in Walmart today looking at parents and there children. Seen fruit snacks and nearly cried. Sassy love fruit snacks. 

This outfit reminds me of my lil cousin, Sharna. She don't get how I shop. Sometimes I don't either. I will not spend $30 on a top but when it comes to bags and belts it's another story. Congratulations Sharna! She is now a lawyer and been working for herself for that last year. Go girl! Yes she's a baller when she go shopping. Take your big cousin shopping. 

Sunglasses Snobvintage.com

Top Walmart 

Skirt H&M

Bag and flip flops Valentino

I have one of these on and it really works. I love it and can really be reused. Nubra 

Xoxo

Tay

Sister love

I love how they love each other. Baby was was not feeling well and couldn't make it to the party. After hour away Sassy was asking for Baby. Before we left she made sure she got a gift bag for Baby. 

The pant I have on, I got on my trip to Dubai. I wanted the whole set but I am as like not for the that price. Zara has a sale and I ordered the blazer and a jeans jacket too. 

Baby 

Swimsuit Target 

Foot wear Walmart 

Sassy

Dress Primark

Footwear Babierus 

Baby

Outfit Calvin Kline

Footwear Target (from big sister)

Mommy 

Top Rainbow's (bodysuit)

Pants Zara

Footwear Steve Madden (old)

Xoxo Tay

An Angel is watching over me

Please forgive me the last 9 months has been so crazy for me. Plus I just been in white Tshirt and jeans. After trying to deal with the first passing then my Aunt past, she was like my mom. She was my mom. That was one of the hardest things I had to deal with and still deal with. How do you get over death? Please tell me! Help a sister out. I hear time heals all but I need more than that. Because I had a little bit and I still wait for her morning calls. Oh how I miss her sweet soft voice. The sad part is that Sassy  still ask to see Aunty (we use to FaceTime a lot). I still have not told her. I don't know how. How do you explain death to a 3 year old, I don't get it myself. Let me tell you the sweetest thing. My aunt and I do not live in the same state, but my family visit her often. When we pulled up to her parking lot to her condo Sassy said "Aunty's house". Yes that touched my heart she was not even 3 yet and remembered my Aunt's home. RIP Aunty your little girl loves you. 

I have not been dressing that much just because I been stuck in this mood but I promise you I am getting out of it. When I did get dressed I took pictures. So what I am going to to do is post all my past looks every Thursday and Friday till I get all caught up. 

Broke got Married!!! Oh how I love a good wedding. Her wedding was so sweet and classy. And I even got my Holy Ghost on. Yes I got to two step to some good gospel music. One of my favorite Boston singers lead out at the reception. He go by Jt Tullock. FYI I can't 2 step and can't even one step but that's alright. I got to wear a lovely vintage dress. The first dress I wanted to wear, I put on my snap to get others advice and most asked me if I was in the wedding. My BD said "You can't wear that to no one's wedding". My second option was black and I still feel funny wearing black to a wedding. I know people do it all the time now. But not me. 

Dress Lawrrence Kazar vintage dress

Hand bag Vintage from my mommy

Shoes Bakers (no longer around) My wedding shoes 

xoxo

Tay

Little Miami fun

We all went on vacation. It didn't go as planned but we got to enjoy each other. We were just happy hurricane Mathew did not hit the Miami area bad. 

 

Dress Forever 21 $17

Sandals Nordstrom Steve Madden $50

Swim wear American Apparel $17
Sunglasses SNOBvintage $15



Headband SNOBvintage
Romper Old Navy (Sassy's)
Swimwear Handmade gift



Xoxo
Tay

Night without my girls

Oh my goodness! I do not do this often. It was so hard but I can say I enjoyed it a little bit. Both girls slept out last night. The only person I really left my girls with was mom and never thought twice of anything going wrong. Right now she can no longer watch them so I don't really let them sleep out. Nope I don't trust anyone with them. I guess I get that from my mother. There were only a couple houses I could sleep over as a child. Other than that don't ask because she would not even answer me.

I can say I enjoyed my night. I got pictures and videos all night long. I guess it's important for me to have me time. Never realized I have a great support system I just don't ask for help.

I have decided to stay out of Love Culture. They have cute things at alright prices but it's the quality I need. This top I spent a little more than I would normally in Love Culture, I just loved the length of it. I got these pants a while a go and love them. I should have wore it with a different top sonyou can see the details and the only reason besides the color why I bought them. 

Top Love Culture $16.95

Sweater Primemark $8

Pants Zara $9.99

Shoes Steve Madden $30

Pjs

Baby Carters 

Sassy Macy's Calvin Klein

Xoxo
Tay